24 aprill 2007

Oh wonderful sick world...

Why is it so that sometimes something happens that changes everything? Why can't life be easy and always the same? Why can't my life be a story already written, so I could follow it and know it's true?
I had my life planned for ages and now the whole construction is shaking. Just because this one moment. Why am I insecure about what I feel and do? Why can't I close my eyes and forget all about those doubts I have?
I had someone to love and now I feel like I'm losing that love. It is running from my hands like water from the broken cup and I'm afraid I can't catch it anymore. I can pick up the pieces of the cup but why can't I gather the water?